Thursday, April 14, 2011

I never

post anymore. In case my small array of followers didn't notice. *grin*

Life has been interesting lately. To give a brief overview, I had a friend move in and become my roommate, I got accepted to KSU for the Summer, and I've been busy doing a lot for and in regard to my family.

Currently the Renaissance Faire is coming up and, since I plan to be there opening weekend, I really have a lot to do. As always, the costumes will be half-done at best because I procrastinate too much and can't afford the good supplies I need. *sigh* I had a dream last night that I got a job. It was disappointing to wake up and realize that I don't yet.

Emotionally life has been... complicated. I feel rather like a canoe on the high seas a lot of the time. But I'll survive. God will provide. He's already been looking out for me by giving me, Ama, and Katie a church we can go to.

Really the most stressful aspect of life right now is the fact that I never seem to have enough time. When I'm doing one thing, something else really needs to be done, and there are always people I end up neglecting as a result. I really feel like an awful friend.

Today is going to be harder than usual, though. I can't go to Moot this year. If you've read much else of my blog, you'll know to an extent how important Moot is to me. However, this year it overlaps with the first week of my new college's fall classes. The one week you really can't miss. I'm not sure how the next few days and weeks will go as this realization starts to sink in, but I was already in tears this morning. And tears don't come easily for me. I cry with mild regularity, but rarely with tears.

But, regardless, I thought it was about time that I updated this.

To anyone still reading my posts, much love to you.